By:
Marini Mohd Thaib
I went to see a doctor last Friday and had a scan to confirm that whether I am pregnant or not since it has been 4 months I didn't get my period. The result was negative. My heart was crushed and I felt devastated. That's it. I am done. I don't feel to try anymore. I need time to gain my strength. For the time being I want to focus on my weight loss. No more thinking of TTC anymore. Maybe in July I will continue my treatment.
This is my first time I am being open about my feelings. I never mention about my feelings of not having a child to strangers. Well, nobody is reading my blog any way so I don't mind to share it worldwide.
Keep trying Mar although you are losing hope now and then. Allah has a good plan for you. He knows what is the best for you. Have a faith on Him!
