Am I a good daughter?

It is not easy for me to be a good daughter to my father. Mom had passed away 7 years ago. I miss her so much, I miss her everyday. The only left in our family is my father. Telling you the truth, it is not easy to take care of my father because:
1) sometimes he cannot remember things. It's hard to explain to him if he keep asking the same question again and again.
2) he doesn't want to flush the toilet after he had a pee and he is not aiming the urine straight to the toilet bowl and it leads to the stench aroma in the toilet.
3) he refuses to take shower everyday. He will take a bath once a week after I force him to do so.
4) almost every night through out the week, he will knock at my door and force me to sit with him and he will not allowed me to sleep in my bedroom because he is so scared to stay alone.
5) sometimes he is very hot tempered. Lack of patience and it is hard to make him cool down.
6) sometimes he is in hallucination. He sees things. It is hard to calm him down and make him believes that everything is not real.

In spite of all this problems, I am trying so hard to take care of him. He is 87 years old this year. He is not in a good condition and I am trying to do the best for him. After all, he is my father, I love him so much. I realise sometimes I lost my patience and I am being rude to him. I was regretted doing that so everytime I feel I cannot control my tense, I will always remind myself that I have only one father in this world, nothing can replace him and I promise to take care of him although my other siblings are trying to avoid to do so.
Everyday I will pray to God to ease my difficulties of taking care of him.

Reading is like dreaming with an open eyes

Oh I love reading so much. I can survive without internet and television. Just give me a book and I will disappear from this hectic world. Reading is the only way to escape from reality. My mind will be at some other places with the characters I create in my mind. Books are not like gadget. They don't require batteries. They are so mobile that you can bring them every where. Books are like your best friends. They will always there for us and never leave us alone. Books can save us from unwanted conversation, we just have to mingle with the characters created with our amazing imagination. They will make you laugh and cry at the same time. Yes, reading is so fun. Try it yourself.

The best moment

I will grab my husband's hand to put on my tummy everytime my baby kicks it. To see my husband smiling after feel our baby movement is the best view of my life.

Smoking

I hate the smell of cigarette smoke. I really do. When I smell it, I will become so moody. It is so disgusting to sit amongst the smokers. My dad is a smoker too. Every time he smokes, I will become so stressful. After all, I am pregnant right now. I really hate to see him smoke in front of me. I will always spray the air fragance and perfume to his shirt everytime he finishes smoking to get rid the bad odour.

I am so grateful because my husband is not a smoker. I cannot imagine myself live with the smoker for the entire of my life.

What will you get when you smoke? Don't you know smoking is dangerous to your health and others too? Come on, you have the choices you can make to live a better life so why choose smoking?

Smoking is so bad. The smell of it can describe how horrible it is. Say NO to smoking.  At least respect other people surround you if you want to smoke in public. Go somewhere else and smoke there alone. Have some respect please.

Baby movement

By:

Marini Mohd Thaib

There is no word to describe my feelings when I felt my first baby movement in my belly. I don't really remember the exact date when I can feel it. It seems like a vibration in my stomach...like air bubbles and gassy. When my pregnancy is in 19 weeks I can feel the baby movement became stronger and now in 21 weeks I can feel my baby kicks every day. I am looking forward for her to kick so that I know she is ok in there, so that I feel we are connected to each other. I can't wait to experience more of my pregnancy. I will embrace it, after all, I was waiting for 8 years for this moment. Thank you Allah for answering my pray. You bless me in so many ways during my pregnancy journey. Can't wait to see my baby soon.

Blog = Facebook

By:

Marini Mohd Thaib

Hi peeps...

From now on I will use my blog as my "medial social" platform to substitute my addiction on posting in Facebook.  Anything regarding of my personal stuff will be posted in here. I know that no one will read my blog anyway but I don't mind at all. I will just post about books and crafts in my FB from now on. Other than that, I will post in this blog. Actually, I enjoy expressing my feelings in words. Once in a while I will write in my diary but  writing in a blog is one of my ways to practice my writing skill in English. After all, practice makes perfect, right. 

Pregnant after 8 years waiting

     By:

Marini Mohd Thaib

     I am 5 weeks pregnant. It is too early to be excited but who cares. I am deserved to be happy after waiting for 8 YEARS. There is no word to describe my feelings. Why  am I posting this in my blog? Well, it is because I feel so giddy to tell to the whole world (all my friends I meant, especially in Facebook) but it is too early to tell everyone. Only a few of my friends knew about this. The selected one and I believe they will keep this little secret. So why posting in my blog if I want to keep it as a secret for a moment? It is because I am positive that no one from my friends will read my blog. I am sure of it.

     25th of July 2017 is the day I knew I was pregnant.I can't believe it for a while. I went to see a doctor with my husband the following morning yes it was confirmed that I was pregnant. The doctor asked me to come back for another check up to make sure that the embryo is growing properly.  I really hope nothing bad will happen. I keep praying to God everyday. He gave me this pregnancy, I really hope that He will take care of it too. Amin.


     I will not telling about the symptoms of my early pregnancy. You can find it yourself and my symptoms are quite same with other women. . I just want to let you know that I'm pregnant. Yes, I am pregnant. At last. Thank you Allah. Alhamdulillah. Hopefully it will grow healthily in my womb. Amin. See you in next March my child. Amin.